bouquet of love #9

I am charming, bubbly & chirpy
everyone around me find me crispy
I love to make everything lively
which can bring everyone smilies..


one beautiful day i met you
met you in the gush of this materialistic world
I lost myself over you
and made you my whole world..


my heart thumped faster and made a beep
saying me that YOU are the man of my life
but you took my love as false and cheap
killed me alive even without a knife..


I know somewhere deep inside
you feel the same for me
even twice then what I mean
but your mind is stopping your heart..


I readily gave you my treasure
not with the thought to gain worldly pleasure
but to you I dedicate myself
which is as pure and sacred as pearl in a shell..


Days passed by, months passed by
but my love grew younger and younger
coz i have not fallen in love with you
but.. I have risen in love with you!!


I understood the meaning of being me
you made me think, feel and act
from you & me, it now became WE
and all this in my life had a great impact..


but when you desired of it
I lost myself..
lost my heartbreaks, lost my world,
lost every bit till eternity..


I admire you, I adore you,
I respect you, I pray you,
I worship you......


You are the sun of my life,
which can bring the real shine
bring life to my dead life
and make me perfect and fine..


I doubt.. doubt whether you'll get the essence of my love
the intimacy of which can just be felt and explained not...


I doubt.. doubt whether you'll be able to make it
make it before I end this lifeless life..


I doubt.. doubt whether i'll ever be happy and calm again
cuz without you my world comes to an end................