a small contribution...

here i stand on the verge of entering a new world in a short span and i am completely clueless how i would frame my world, decorate it with love or happiness, find pleasure and satisfaction from simple little things, be more focussed on life and relationships, be more and more of me... the 'me' that is lost in the hush-bush of the happening city overcrowded with superficial people...

i turn back to the time i've spent here in the city- 3 years!! they passed like a time machine.. wen i look back, i try to figure out what i ve become and how have people around me and this place contributed to make me the person i am today.. m disappointed a lil knowing that i've lost the innocence that resided in me when i came to this place, but in a way i'm thankful to many people and this place (Ahmedabad) in particular to treat me the way it did to make me a more mature, more experienced, more learned, more self-focused and more of a person of matter.. i'm able to take out reasons and judgments of 7 things out of 10 happening in front of me..

i am grateful to every small contribution made by any simple lil thing that made me stand in the position i am today..

i wonder how different i am.. i watch the sunset and gaze into my own self thinking wat i ve learnt at the end of the day.. i hear birds chirping and singing and introspect wat melody i bring in people's life around me..i listen to the flowing water and question wat sound i make in the music of life and where should i take the turn and change the flow... i breathe the fresh air and think wat difference do i make by letting people count me in their life..

lonely as i sit on my bed tryin to sleep i think of all these things and simply wonder the presence of nothingness... this nothingness that helps me build into something concrete and brings fulfillment...