random ramblings...

i was just thinking of writing something and how can there be any better topic then my stay in Ahmedabad for 3 years??!! its been a wonderful experience sharing life and love and a lot more with the extended family that we have formed here. 

those late night coffees, pop-corns, movies till dawn, midnight drives, coffee-shops at wee hours, pillow fights, meaningless laughs to glory, emotional atyachaar, cries out-of-no-reason, fights for ego, gossips, adventures against strangers, masala chaai, kitlis, novels and books, surprise parties, gifts, flowers bouquets, working till like 6 in the morning, cribbing about the bosses, and just all of it!

today when i m movin toward 'home' towards 'family', i am overwhelmed and emotional to see everything flowing right in front of my eyes.. away from me! i know these days are never gonna come back and these moment are the ones i shall cherish till eternity. i shall sit lonely at the window pondering inside, looking at the dark sky thinking of all of it. am i making the right move? can anybody just come and hold my hand and show me the right path which leads me to destiny? was it enough to achieve all that i have in these 3 yrs? did i miss saying 'sorry' to a friend? did i missed the love-of-my-life? did i forgot to listen to a well-wisher? did i not make the FULL use of these years i was given? 

m sure there would be things i would be missing onto but at the same time i m sure there are people whose lives i have touched and made a difference. there are people whom i've made smile. there are places where i have filled colors of happiness, there are moments where i have filled emotions, there are days when i have cried my heart out, there are moments where i have been strong enough to face the storm racing in my life. i have had all of it and i have grown out of all of it. i am sure i have done all of it.. 

but today i have these hundreds of random thoughts that are running through my mind and making my heart thump at the very thought of my new life. 

i have my extended family here, my friends, who are all gonna be with me when i finally step towards the new chapter of my life and leave my dreams to pursue new dreams..

this is an ode to all my friends, specifically to Janavi, Payal, Pratik, Mohit, Karan, Viraj, Megha, Rupa, Aboli, Nupur, Anirvan, Pallavi, Mansi, Lajja, Milin, Janaki, Rumi, Sunil, Shreshth, Percy, Siddhant, and all whom i have'nt named in the list. thanks for just being there for me at various points in life. ur presence has made my life worthwhile and have let me grow as a person. you are all my family and i will always remember you!

love you all....