bouquet of love #34

the night is shattered and the stars fumble in the sky,
the wind blows in the sky and roars..
tonight i can write the saddest lines:
nights like this i had you in my arms
i kissed you and hugged you under this very sky,
the dim light and the twinkles up high witnessed our unison.

tonight i can write the saddest lines:
i loved you. and sometimes you loved me too!
it was divine and serene, all that filled our hearts.
but i have lost you now, and you are no more mine.
there to take me in your warmth and protect me till death.

tonight i can write the saddest lines:
this thought of not having you now,
this insecurity taking over my every cell,
i hear this night turning more immense,
even more immense and darker without you.

tonight i can write the saddest lines:
this void is like the darkness beyond
the stars and the moon and the planets
all forgone and by passed,
this silence that pinches like a needle.

tonight i can write the saddest lines:
my voice tries to reach you with the blowing winds
my sight searches to take a glance at your face
as though through darkness it could note all the minute details
my heart thumps everytime i feel you approaching nearer.

tonight i can write the saddest lines:
you will no more be a part of me,
but will be another's..
all my memories and moments
would be washed away and taken over.

tonight i can just go on and on..
putting down my anger and frustration,
more than anything else, expressing my failure,
you are gone and life has come to a still
my soul is suffocating and my life lost & shattered..
incomplete and unsatisfied, i look at this shattered sky
tonight i make friends with it and share my mind!