Chand alfaaz..

Isko khwaab kahu ya phir mere andar ki wo duniya jaha cheezeinf aisi hoti hai ki mujhe jeene ki ek aur wajah har ghadi nayi dilchasp aur pyaari milti hai..

tere paas rehne ka ehsaas, teri baahon me guzarte wo lamhe jaha duniya tham si jati hai, tere narm hothon pe jab mere labz aake rukte ahi to lagta hai ki duniya me meri jeene ki wajah mjhe chhoo kar guzar rahi hai, teri aankhon me jab jhankti hu to ek nayi duniya me pahoch jati hu jaha mujh hi se sab kuch hai aur mujh hi pe sab khatma hota hai, tera chehra aaina hai tere mann ka aur wo leka jata hai mujhe unn gehraiyon me jaha anant tak thehraav aur shanti hai aur dher saara pyaar..

tujhe apni duniya me paa kar aisa laga ki jeevan me 'pyaar' ka matlab jo kho chuka tha wo jaag gaya hai. ek nayi rooh ne janam liya jo wapis usi mod pe jaa k shuruat karna chahti hai, ehsaas karna chahti hai phir se wo jo maayus ho k ek kone me chhipa k rakh diya tha..

tune mujhe chhua to aise ki ek hi pal laga mujhe tera banne me, tera wo chehra jab bhi sochti hu to lagta hai ki aise hi dekhti reh jau aur maut bhi isi waqt aye jab me tere haatho me hou..

pyaar ka naya ye andaaz kuch aisa hai ki apne aap ko pyaar karne to jee chahta hai, ekbaar phir se jee karta hai ki naach lu jab tak pairo tale khoon na aa jaye aur jhoom loo jab tak tu aa ke samet na le mujhe apni baahon me...

A little less chaotic

After all the misunderstandings, heartaches, pain, confusions, confessions, tears, sarcasms, screaming, hauling, shouting, name calling, deafening silences, and then the consolations, it is always good to regain the comfort in a relationship.

Clearing out the air takes a little time. You need to hold on and have the faith and life brings you back your normal self. Be at peace and leave all the logic behind. Afterall after shedding so many calories in all the exercises you go through right from the tip of the issue to the finish line, you definitely need a break. To consume the fresh air and feel fresh and regain the energy to kick start the next day.

Hold on, i'll be better the next time i appear! thanks for reading anyways.. :)

Delicious Ambiguity

I have been living in a world of dreams, personifying & visualizing every detail of how i want my life to be. Its always a fantastic journey to take time off and making a world of your own where you build up everything. Right from the roads to the lamposts to the designer houses that fall your way to the perfect dress and the absolute stunning knight in shining armor everything is just exactly the way you want it to be. Isn't it all fascinating and interesting? Where everything seems to be just PERFECT. 

Reality strikes differently though. There is an ambiguity that prevails in the benignant privacy of your dream world and the real world. Sometimes very tenderly while sometimes very harshly life throws things at you and brings you back to reality. There isn't always a cent percent match between YOUR world and the real world. There may exist a gap that swipes the ground off your feet. Positive gap as well as negative gap. If its a positive one you end up being happier than your imagination while the negative one definitely teaches you important lessons in life. 

No human being is exempt of facing such trivia in life. In a similar fashion, the highs and lows of this difference between the reality and the dream world has affected me too. Somewhere its been awesome and heavenly while some places its been utter harsh and bitter. 

Like every mortal being, I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learnt that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.