bouquet of love #39

the subsequent effects...

you were a complete stranger to me a fortnight ago

we crossed on the path of life completely unaware

we met for the first time just for the heck of it

we started chatting then to give it a shape

and now that we both stand at the edge,

we feel the subsequent effects..

the thrilling effect to hear your voice,

the fire-in-the-belly effect visualizing our next meet

the love-is-the-air effect missing you every moment

the mind boggling effect feeling the passion in our bodies

the addictive effect of listening to you more and more

the butterfly effect dreaming our future together

nervousness, stuttering, fluttering, tittering...

tingling, mingling, leaning and dreaming..

its all the subsequent effects of wanting to be with you!!

bouquet of love #38

those gentle words like spark of light

illuminates my mind and uplifts my soul

I do not love you like a topaz, 

flaunted in fingers with dazzling glow

I love you like certain dark things to be loved,

in secret between the shadow and the soul..

I love you without knowing how or when or where

i love you straightforwardly with no complexities in expressions

I love you like a perfume that vaporises

but leaves its deep fragrance in and around..

I love you not like an arrow of carnations

that cuts right through the love hearts

I love you like a flowing river, serene and divine in peace

I love you because i know no other way..

I love you as there is soo much more than just love

I would not exist where you wouldn't

It would be so close that my head would rest on you,

and you would fall asleep when my eyes close..

bouquet of love #22

I've searched for you

beyond my reach

beyond the stars, beyond the blissful light,

beyond the sun and beyond the sunny daylight..

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

While searching when I felt I couldn't take it anymore

I kept on crying

I also couldn't sit back

So i kept on trying.

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

I reminded myself every moment

He is just present somewhere

I didnt let my thoughts ferment

And kept on searching everywhere

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

Moment to moment

Place to place

I  tried looking for you

At heart throbbing pace

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

He is also thinking of me

I consoles myself

and continued my search

The search for love I was seeking..

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

Suddenly one day you stood

Right in front of me

I felt like lost in the woods

With you forever I want to be..

I was overwhelmed with mixed emotions

Dying to call you mine

Came with you a healing

That I am now going to be thine..

Finally it lead me to you

I finally found that someone

True and loving

Caring and nurturing

I knew for sure that you were there

but I lost by the wink of an eye here or there..

bouquet of love #37

there is soo much that comes to my mind,
these mixed feelings and its presence all the time
the restlessness that leaves me numb,
the fear that takes away all my senses,
the thoughts that dont allow me to be in the present
the constant thrive to survive and get somewhere,
the absolute that I feel every moment,
the thirst to solve the mystery of my life
the constant try to provide momentum to life..
to achieve, to accomplish and to witness
the taste of life that is in my mind

Ah!! its all but passion and faith and strength,
to be at peace with myself and rest in content...

bouquet of love #36

Note: Dedicated to Janoo, Payal and Mansee.... ;)

Those discussions over a cup of chaai @kitli
Those drives till eternity that took nowhere
Music and gossips.. all desperate ears to that
Meaningless debates over topics no personal at all
Brooding over lil things and fantasies
Caffeine intake that kept us going through the night
Being @work till dawn and yet appearing @clients with a smile
Verbal vomit that invariably came out almost all the time
Hogging food like hungry dogs
Plunging into sea of emotions depicting every event that occurred
Oath of giving the fullest of us to everyone close to us..
Crying till tears dried in the eyes itself
Expressing each feeling with utmost expressions available...

There is sooo much life in each passing moment
but much more life in the past memories...
Missing life and being alive!

bouquet of love #35

Unexpectedly you came into my life
Finding love I walk to you
Then you talk and think to make me your wife
To begin afresh a beginning new..

The smell of our bodies infuse
With your passionate touch of care
How much I love to see your tattoos
So many speechless moments we share..

Dim lit room by the end of the hall
Dancing shadows and sensual forms on the wall
Heart beating restlessness flourishing with time
Converting the moment into a passionate rhyme..

Hundreds of candles with luminescent glow
Trying to replicate the moon below
Cries of love and fulfilling desire
Kindle within with subsiding fire..

With you I feel eternity a step away
Lost with you I want to be forever
We continue to grow with each passing day
I wish we stay like this in all our endeavors...

A song close to my heart...

I've been waiting for a girl
like you, to come my way.
And I've been waiting for a
girl like you to shine some
light on my days.
And I've been searching for
that someone, who can
understand me,
someone who's not afraid to laugh
or cry, and share that with me.
I've been waiting for
a boy like you,
to hold my hand.
And I've been waiting
for a boy like
you, to give me a chance.
And I've been longing
for that feeling,
of being complete.
You have show me just
how  love is
when two minds meet.
I know, I know, I know
We can make it if we try,
we can make it you and I.
We can...
We can make it if we try
We can..
A love like our's can't be denied
We can make it if we try,
we believe in you and I.
We can...
We can make it if we try,
We can...
A love like our's can't be denied.
Could you be the kind to love,
unconditionally.
Could you be the kind to overlook
the faults in me.
We don't have to last forever just
for the rest of our lifetime.
If you're feeling what i'm feeling,
Then this is the right time.
Well I guess that it was worth the
waiting, coz now you see, what do
you mean to me.
Well this time there'll be no
hesitating.
If I was blind, I'll still see
you as mine...oh oh...oh baby
Yeah...coz i know,
I know that we can make it...
Yeah, oh...!

I know, I know, I know

We can make it if we try,
we can make it you and I.
We can...
We can make it if we try
We can..
A love like our's can't be denied

We can make it if we try,
we believe in you and I.
We can...
We can make it if we try,
We can...