search of myself.. of my love..

i have been wanting to tell you how madly i want you
i have been wanting to tell you how badly i need you


but to my disappointment, u took me for granted!


i have been wanting you to tell me how much you love me
i have been wanting you to tell me how important i am to you


but to my disappointment, u never expressed!


i have been wanting to feel your soul
i have been wanting to be your ultimate goal


but to my disappointment, u never got connected!


i have been looking for your attention throughout
i have been looking forward to be your backbone forever


but to my disappointment, u were'nt even concerned!


i have been wanting nobody else but you
i have been wanting to be ur light when u feel blue


but to my disappointment, u never considered turning up to me!


all my life, i've been wanting only you to be my world,
to light me up, to cheer me up & to make me feel your girl but.....


to my disappointment, u never let it happen...


now that i'm standing here, looking for a better half,
u still linger in my thoughts,
and me still in my quest to conquer my questions..
where? where did it went wrong...?


for you to prioritize me, to express to me, to possess me, to connect to me,
to turn to me and to happen WE....


i still am struggling and juggling through my mind with all unquenched thirst
looking for the answers to my questions...