a new beginning every moment...

it is said 'time is the only constant'...

over the time you meet people, go to places, experience things, adjust yourself and above all know yourself better.. all these put together leads you to change yourself from time to time and adapt to fit in the surroundings.

Darwin's theory 'Survival of the Fittest' is very true in today's life given any circumstances.

you end your old being to enter a new mold every moment.. you leave behind your thoughts, beliefs, patterns, habits and innocence to become a part of the new YOU..

its a circle of life and you end up as a completely changed person to achieve things, goals, position, spirituality, love and anything in life.. kuch paane ke liye kuch khona padta hai...!!

i lost my innocence when i  was 13 n saw the first death in my family. i learnt to grow enough to stop my dad from crying. it was my time to be with him and hug him..

i lost my innocence when i entered the ISC board school in my 10th and when people challenged me instead of motivating me for such a drastic step. i learnt to accept challenge and to show people of your strong will in achieving something.

i lost my innocence when people cheated me in my college. when they lied to me and used me. i learnt not to blindly trust anyone around you and to have courage and confidence to fight against any wild situation given to you.

i lost my innocence when i came to Ahmedabad for the first time. the brutal, straight on face behavior by people around made me feel alone even in the middle of thousands. thats where i learnt to survive on my confidence, make decisions independently and respect the life within me!

i took my lessons from life at every step. every step was a battlefront where i was supported by hardly few around me. but it was a good learning experience. the culture shock that i had observed here was life threatening coz i never had a habit to live alone and think only about me..

i lost my innocence when i entered professional life and saw how you can be treated like a nothing in front of a group of people. thats when i learnt to know things confidently and to never take shit from others. i learnt to take a stand for yourself and respect yourself. if you yourself dont do that nobody else would either.

i lost my innocence when i fell out of love. after investing a lot emotionally and mentally i realised its of no use if the opposite person doesnt change his mind for the betterment of both. i learnt not to invest above a certain limit and give importance to ME first and think of others after me. i also learnt nothing is impossible if u wish for it and badly want it..

i learnt a lot many things and lost my innocence at each moment. i'm still learning and now i'm looking forward to loose my innocence to grow every moment and learn a new lesson...

i lost my innocence....